I buried you today

I buried you today

By Afrodite aka Rose

I buried you today

but the funny

thing is you

aren't dead yet.

I buried you today

to get you out of my

heart and out

of my head.

I buried you today

because, I realized

you weren’t truthful

when you told me

I was the one for you.

I buried you today

because it was the

only right thing

for me to do for

me.

I buried you today

to start erasing you

from my memory

not because I wanted

to but because I had

to.

I buried you today

because your actions

showed me you wanted

it this way.

I buried you today and

I hope and pray the

pain of you walking out

of my life wont

bury me too.

I buried you today

because, I thought about

you at the start of

every new day. Your face

is tattooed in my memory

while I never crossed your

mind not even for a little

minute.

I will work on erasing

your memory from my heart

and my head and removing

the tattoo of your face

on my heart.

I buried you today to stop

my heart from crying for

you because if I don’t

someone will be burying me too.

Rose@---,--- ©08/30/2014

Beneath the Darkness

Beneath the Darkness

By Afrodite aka Rose

Beneath the darkness 

of my being there

is a bright light full of happiness

full of life. When you live

beneath the darkness all you

see is death and coldness.

We sometimes have to be torn

all the way down to be able,

to live again to enjoy life again.

Hate, bad vibes, and grudges

are things that feed hate which

make you feel fear. It is necessary

to learn to live to feel free

Learn to live don’t,

brag about the things you have

because no one cares. Learn to

live on the wings of the wind

even if it’s just for an instant.

Learn to live with dignity

Learn to dream

Learn to be happy

Learn to leave hate behind

Learn to love

that is what is needed in all

of our lives.

Life is beautiful learn to

live it without fear

appreciate each and every color

of the rainbow.

Yes I made many mistakes

but I never claimed to be

perfect. Now I know I was

not living I was dying while

still breathing.

I hurt someone and someone

hurt me, I sat and cried in

the darkness of my heart

in silence.

I had to go beneath the

darkness to learn to live

for me.

Rose@---,--- ©08/27/2014

Where did my friend go?

Where did my friend go?
By Afrodite aka Rose

I miss talking
to you
everyday like we use to
whether
I had good things to
say or bad things to
convey because you
are my dear
friend and I couldn't
wait to share the
good things with you
and cry with you when
bad
things happened
to me, because we
understand each
other. I miss feeling special
because you woke up and
you thought of me.
I miss when you use
to tell me I’m
calling because I miss
hearing your sexy
voice. Do you
remember those words?
I miss you when I’m laying
in my bed at
night all alone. I wish
you were there for me
to hold. When I think
of you it makes me happy
because, I know I use to matter to
you, even if some days I don’t hear
from you.
now when I think
of you I get sad and blue
because I feel like I have become
invisible to you.
The memories
I have embedded in my
head from the time I met
you will always remain.
Where did my friend go?
What I miss the most is you
and talking to you.
Rose@---,--- ©8/23/2014

The greatest love of all

The greatest love of all

By Afrodite aka Rose

Hate and hurt make you cry.

Hurt is sad and love is joy.

Hate makes you angry and love

calms the mind and soul.

Hurt and hate are vengeful

Love knows how to forgive.

When you hate you reap

disappointments and you feed

the poison that kills the heart and

soul.

Love on the other hand brings about

blessings.

Hate darkens the pathway of life.

Love clears a path and makes

everything bright.

Hate is bitter like the acid in your

gut.

Love is and should be as sweet as

honey.
hate and hurt will lead you to a grave

yard of lonely hearts and love

will be the light in the darkest nights.

When you are faced with disillusion and

disappointment it makes you cold and

unloving inside. Love pacifies the

troubled thoughts in your mind.

Hate and hurt destroy everything that

Is beautiful.

Love  rebuilds what was once torn down.

Hate and hurt fill a river of tears.

Love is an ocean of happiness.

Hate and hurt is a desert of lies and betrayal.

Love is a sanctuary of bliss and truth.

Hate and hurt has no place in heaven it

Is only nurtured and kept alive here on earth

Love is among the angels in heaven keeping

It alive and hoping to send it back for someone

Who know how and wants to love.

Even the bible says if you are not capable of

loving you have not known the greatest love of

all… the love of the lord.

Rose@---,--- © 08/23/2014


 

Painter of erotic thoughts

Painter of erotic thoughts

By Afrodite aka Rose

Dear painter of my nights

and my days. Talented

artist  who paints with every

color of the rainbow, paint

my worries and my fantasies

away.

You are a painter of erotic

touches paint my

cravings and erotic thoughts

on my skin.

Painter of erotic thoughts

and feelings, come with

your burning brush and

paint the deep passion

I hold within. Paint the

fantasies

I hold in my heart. The ones

that are driving me insane.

Master painter come and

relieve my mind from the sexual

tension building up inside.

The one that keeps me up all

night without another body

to keep me company in sight.

Painter of erotic thoughts

create a master piece for me

that will  free the sensual

sexual woman in me.

Rose@---,--- ©08/21/2014

Letting in someone new

Letting in someone new

By Afrodite ruby aka Rose

How do I tell my heart that

you rejected my love?

That you will never be

what it wants.

How do I tell my heart to

stop beating for you?

How do I tell my heart

to let you go and stop the

pain of waiting and wanting you?

How do I tell my heart

to forget about your love

to not lose sleep over you?

My heart needs to learn to

let go of you and let in

someone new.

Live all alone and die in peace.

How do I tell my heart

That this love will only make

It ache and hurt maybe even

break? I need to convince

it to not live for you that your

love is for her not me

that this is only going to make

it blue.

My heart has a mind of its own

It keeps wanting you,

keeps suffering and,

hurting for you, it keeps

crying and reaching for

your love, bleeding and

in pain for you

not willing to let go of

you. It will continue to beat

till the final beat it will

always be you. How do

I tell my heart to let go

of you?

Rose @---,--- © 8/20/14

A moment in time

A moment in time
By Afrodite aka Rose

I know you have loved
and love just walked out
the door never to  return.
Don’t drown
in sadness leave
loneliness and depression
behind, remember every
experience has a lesson to be
learned.
This was a hard lesson to learn
When you opened your heart
and soul you were loved touched
and then left  all alone.
Nothing
happens just by chance or by luck every
thing happens for a reason, or
a season in time.
Every experience happens to
test the limits of your soul and the strength
of your heart  and mind.
The people occupying a space and a moment
in your life
are planting seeds left behind
out of  the failures, the pain
and the triumphs watered by the tears
that you have cried
forming the woman that you are.
Make every day
count and appreciate
every moment.
As painful as this moment is its
a moment to embrace how strong you are
this is the opportunity
to make things right.
You are young and life is going to kick you down
You just have to bounce back up and keep
moving on.
You will have moments that will be painful and unjust
but these are just lessons to be learned.
If someone hurts
you, betrays you or is indifferent to
you , you have the
opportunity to learn the importance of forgiveness
not for them but for you.
They will regret knowing you and hurting
you.
be more careful as to who you let into your heart
and mind. Move forward and let all those
who don’t deserve you behind.
This is just a moment in time.
Rose@---,--- ©06/18/2014

I fell in love

I fell in love By Afrodite aka Rose

I fell in love, and it took seven springs to separate us, I fell in love its costing me some tears, I fell in love and I didn't know I had to deal with your freedom, I fell in love; I loved you yesterday today and tomorrow, I fell in love my tears tell me I will love you an eternity.

I fell in love….I have fallen in love in the present and in the past, I fell in love; my desire is to be by your side, I fell in love and now I’m grieving you, I fell in love without looking or expecting it, Love is so beautiful when you don’t look for it, I fell in love my love, you have no idea how long I waited for you.

I will wait for you till the end of my life… In my heart there won’t be room for another love other than you. What I feel for you I will never feel for no one else but you. While my soul falls apart crying for you and missing you, While my eyes feel the tears and wetness of your missing love and my heart feels the pain and the emotion of that passion we once had. My love I will be here waiting for you to miss me like I miss you and wait for your love to return to me. Rose@---,--- ©2/18/2014

Your imprint on my skin

Your imprint on my skin

By Afrodite aka Rose

Today I was day dreaming of our

first encounter when we were

all alone.

I was undressing your body

and how I expected you to

stop me but instead you

chose to help me.

I saw how you looked at

me when I was completely

naked. It seemed like

you made love to me with

your eyes before you

even touched me.

I  closed my eyes as to

see your every curve with

 my finger tips. You squirm at

my touch but you came back

for more.

I don’t know why but I wanted

To kiss you from the first time I

saw you. I know it surprised

you when I asked you to kiss me.

I am not a man and neither are

you but everything that could

be erect was when I first touched

you. It was something about you

that kept me wanting to touch you,

smell you and taste you. I took a

nipple in my mouth and it took all

I had not to bite. I wanted to dig my

finger nails into your back but I had to

make sure it would be ok as we played.

I quickly learned the language

your body needed me to speak

to make you week in the knees.

I licked and ran my tongue across

Your ear lobe and I heard you in my

ear take a deep sigh. I felt your nipples

get hard as I held you close that night.

I traveled every curve your body displayed

up and down the lovely valleys of

your beautiful body.

My hands wanted to touch you in that

secret place that had been waiting

for me to taste. I caressed it as you

shivered and it seemed like you were

begging me to make you mine.

The environment smelled like sex it

didn’t matter. We waited so long to have

this encounter that we didn’t want it to end.

The moans the looks where the

most beautiful things I heard and saw.

As we made love we had our first

orgasm. As I bit your lip I felt it

spasm. I explored every inch of you

and you as you moaned and I

knew I had you. I felt a new orgasm

creeping up on me as you laid on

top and rode me. lips against

lips almost having trouble breathing.

We loved each other and finally

our bodies became limp as together

we reached the ultimate embrace and

orgasm as we laid smelling like sex.

You left your imprint on my skin

with  more kisses, more caresses as

we fell asleep in each other’s arms

this is not the end of a beautiful love

it is only the beginning.

Rose@---,--- © 08/12/2014

My hands

My hands

By Afrodite aka Rose

My hands want to mold your desire

Sculpt your sex drive

motivate your skin,

control your sighs to

accelerate the motor of your

emotions.

I want to feel every detail

define everything you feel inside.

Rub your key points

Navigate through all your curves.

Slip into your warm spaces.

Explore every cavity,

drown in your wetness.

Touch the fibers of your every

heartbeat,

and the threads of your sighs.

My hands want to touch the softness

of your inner thigh

Press the buttons to let out your

moans.

Fall deep into your heat.

My hands want to …

Melt in the fire of your passion.

Rose@---,--- © 08/11/2014

Erase my love for you

Erase my love for you

By Afrodite aka Rose

You woke in me waves of illusion,

I got to know and feel real love,

or so I thought but with your indifference

you played with my heart and  emotions.

You didn’t care about the pain you

inflicted as I believed in your words

and in your love.

All I received from you were empty

words. I don’t want to keep feeling love for

you anymore. I want my heart to forget who

you were. Erase you from my dreams and my

thoughts. Although ,you rejected me. I wish you

 the best that life could possibly offer you.

My wounds are still open and bleeding out,

but God has someone special for me. Someone

who will love me completely for me. She will help

me forget you and heal all the hurt you imposed on me.

I refuse to keep hurting, suffering and waiting for you.

I refuse to keep waiting around for your love to come my

way. The best I can do is to stop loving you

and waiting for you. If you want to be part of my life it

will have to be as a very good friend till the end.

I need to be open for whatever the future will bring and

live in my present not in my past.

I just hope that time will heal and erase what I felt

for you from my heart and mind. To love you and want

you hurts too much especially when  you don’t love me

or want me in return. I will erase my love for you and

make room for someone new, that is the best I can do.

Rose@---,--- ©08/09/2014

Room 111

Room 111

By Afrodite aka Rose

In a motel room

so many things can happen

and at the same time nothing,

because sometimes everything

is so temporary and at

the same time eternal.

So many secrets these four

walls hold hoping and praying

that none of it is ever told.

She came from far away wanting

to see me, hold me, kiss me

get to know me and maybe

make love to me. We laid naked

next to each other and shame

had no place in our embrace.

We closed the door and passion

was created.

The moments we

Shared will forever be remembered

She said, “now you have a piece

of my heart and I am marked by

you”

Re-creating passion

in motel room

room 111.

In motel rooms loves are lost

Lovers are discovered

and sanity is forgotten.

when the time is up and we have

to pull away from each other you

and I, It’s not our eyes that cry

it is our hearts that feel like they

are going to die not knowing

if we will ever be together

again as our souls pull away

from each other at the end of

the night..

Rose@---,--- © 08/07/2014

What does she see

What does she see

By Afrodite aka Ruby

I don’t want to wake up if this is a dream

I can’t believe she traveled so far to come meet me

I am not special nothing out of the ordinary I am

just me. What does she really see in me that I don’t see?

I am not tall, thin or beautiful.

I am not blonde or blue eyed.

Must be my honey colored skin that attracted her to me.

or my long curly hair that is turning gray

a little every day.

Maybe it’s my dark mysterious eyes that she

has heard cry.

Must be my voice that she thinks is sexy.

Maybe it’s none of these things maybe she found the

beauty in me and wants me to see it.

When she looks at me it feels like she is looking beyond

the outside of me she strokes my soul with every word.

I look and I try to see through her eyes to see

what she finds intriguing but I fail to see it

all I see is me.
Rose@---,--- ©08/05/2014