Wednesday, July 30, 2014

A bouquet of words

A bouquet of words
By Afrodite aka Rose

I have been told that
I touch hearts with my
words, that I have a poetic
garden. It is my great
desire to plant not flowers
but words for those who
love, for those who miss
someone, for those who
desire not to be alone and
yes for those who hurt.
I guess when they speak
of a poetic garden they
speak of my verses
I try to make them beautiful
and colorful. The words
start to form bouquets
of happiness and tenderness.
I enjoy creating beauty and
sensuality where there is none.
I invite you to take a stroll
Through my poetic garden,
my garden of words. I invite
you to enjoy the new blossoms
sometimes of woes and sometimes
of loss but it is all beautiful because
it is all done with words coming
alive like a poetic garden a
garden of words.
It is never ending better than a 
bouquet of flowers that with
time they die but words will
always stay alive.
Rose@---,--- © 07/30/2014




Tuesday, July 29, 2014

I want to be

I want to be
By Afrodite aka Rose

I would like to be a pathway
so you could walk on me
when you found your way
I would like to be the only one
you think
of night and day
I want to be the water
the one that takes your thirst away
I wish you would receive my love
and not just walk away.
I want to be your tears
so I could be part of  your eyes
even if they slid across your face and
dry up where they lay.
I want to be all that you ever wished
for in your life.
I wish I was the most beautiful song
you ever sang right from your heart.
I want to be silk to cover your naked body
I want to be the air that brushes upon your
face as you breath me in and I would be part
of your being.
I want to be the best decision you ever made.
I want to be the most beautiful verse in your
life song.
I want to sit by your side and grow old with you
I want to see the end of time with you
will you let me be all these things for you?
Rose@---,--- ©07/29/2014



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Sunday, July 27, 2014

A poem full of pain

A poem full of pain
Afrodite aka Rose

Why does love have to hurt so much?
All I wanted to do what to love her forever
I was willing to make her my world.


Why forgive over and over again
for love, because I love her so?
Who can heal all this hurt in my soul?
Who can cure all of this pain in my broken
heart?

If someone knows! Please pick up the phone
and tell me how to get past it all
Because I don’t know how long I can live
with this pain of lost love in my heart and
soul.

Because I don’t know if tomorrow i will awake!

If someone knows how you can cure indifference,
betrayal, and pain.
If someone knows how to erase
things I refused to see
If someone knows how to glue the pieces of my broken
Heart back together again.
Please tell me! Its urgent please no more pain.

Hurt by unconditional love?
When I wake up tomorrow will the pain still be there
like so many times before?
pain, pain and more pain… ?
I wish it would all go away and never come back
this way again.
Rose@---,---©2013










Being in love

Being in love
Afrodite aka Rose

Does being in love feel like
You are walking on air?
Like a big fluffy cloud
that takes all your worries
away? Does it feel like you
are  empty and waiting for
her voice to fill you up?
Does the thought of her
make you forget who
you are? Does she take
your brain and run away
with it? Does it make you
believe in fairy tails and
forget about yesterdays
and long for tomorrows?
Does it make you hurry
time when you have a
date with her on that night?
What does being in love
Feel like? Do you  even
Know what being in love
Feels like?
Rose@---,--- © 3/7/14




Saturday, July 26, 2014

Sweet Awakening

Sweet Awakening
By Afrodite aka Rose

Last night as I slept
I felt your breath on my pillow,
I woke up to the soft brush
of your lips on my ear,
I pretended to keep sleeping
To keep enjoying your secret
sensual advances.
I enjoyed the foreplay
your tongue against my neck,
and your expert fingers
writing sweet things all
over my body as you explored
every inch of me.
Your fingers penetrated my
naked anatomy one by one
my desires and your skin
covered mine. I had to try
hard and pretend I was asleep
so I wouldn't let out a cry
of ecstasy, while you caressed
my body and invaded my
dreams making them come
alive.
Rose@---,--- ©07/26/2014






Friday, July 25, 2014

You make me moan

You make me moan
Afrodite aka Rose

You take me by the waist
and pull me close to you
with passionate lust in your eyes,
you make my body react to
your touch and make me moan
with pleasure.

Let me immerse you in my being….
Let the fire of my passion swallow up
don’t be afraid there is no pain
Just passion and pleasure in my
bed.

Kiss me and caress my breasts
with your kisses tenderly that they
wont harm my rose petals. I want
your complete surrender when I
kiss you and take your breath away
as I enjoy your taste.

I want you to bathe in my essence
my womanly  essence
the one that drives you insane
when we make love and I become
you and you become me.

I want to undress you slowly,
taste every pore of your skin
with my lips, where my mouth will
swallow your boiling lava and I will
become a mistress at your beckon
call because I love the way you
make me moan.
Rose@---,--- © 07/26/2014


Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Forgive me

Forgive me
By Afrodite aka Rose

My love I ask that you have mercy on me and
allow me to ask your forgiveness.
I am completely tormented because
I went down the wrong road. I realize now
I have done wrong. I was unfaithful I betrayed
you…
It was a crazy night I’ve cried so much I can’t
Breathe. I feel ashamed of what I have done
and maybe after this you won’t ever want to
see me again because I know you will rip
from your heart the roots of your love for
me.
I don’t want to go into detail of all that I have
done. You left me alone, I know that is no
excuse for cheating on you. I got things confused
and now I realize I love you. The time that
you left me alone was to give me a better home.
I paid you with betrayal by looking for someone
who would make me feel like you did by rocking
my world.
I made a mistake because what I felt was sickened
and ashamed at the thought of hurting you to satisfy
my need to be loved by you.
Betraying you has left me in more pain than ever
before. Im so sorry I know I will probably lose
you. There will be no life without you the light in
my path will be gone.
I never thought an infidelity would be betrayal of
myself now I know and I am so sorry my love. Maybe by
time you read this you will be long gone from my
life never to return. Maybe you will never forgive
me and I understand but that is a price I have to
pay for infidelity.
Rose@---,--- ©07/22/2014












Sunday, July 20, 2014

Rejection

Rejection
By Afrodite aka Rose

It feels awful to be rejected you hold out
your hand and it gets ignored they laugh
behind your back, when you  are trying to
 be generous you give them your joy and
they pay you with betrayal.

its awful to hear the words “I love you”
knowing it was all a lie, it was only said out
of obligation and then you ask yourself….
when will i find a love that is true? Someone that
when they say, “ I love you” will not be lying to you

Why do i have to hurt and suffer every day if i never
hurt anyone like I hurt today? It is awful to hear
the words” I miss you “and not mean it at all just
words said  to hear themselves talk.

Words can really give you hope or take it all
Away when one day you are told, “I love you”
and the next day never mind  because they
aren’t looking for A relationship or atleast that
is what was said but all this time.

They are playing with your heart and mind
playing word games breaking your heart,
your spirit and just walking away after they
stomped all over it and not caring either
way. Its ok I hope this never happens to you

because you will know what it is not to be
serious about the words you say especially
when the word are not coming from your
heart they are coming from your head.

Rose@---,--- ©07/20/2014

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Invisible to the world

Invisible to the world

Born out of lust not love
seen but not heard
touched but not felt
alive but not living
breathing but barely 
existing 
solid mass
with flesh 
and bone
standing breathing
alive but invisible 
to some

Afrodite Ruby
The voice of my heart and mind.